Finding my direction
I was like a lot of people when I was younger. I
did not know what I wanted to do or even more important how to go about
deciding what I could do. It was a little different for me because
I grew up with physical disabilities. I was injured when I was a
young child (13 months) due to a car running over my body and dragging
me down a dirt road. I guess this proves that even as a child, I
wouldn't give up. The accident should have killed me but it
didn't. I spent much of my life living and growing up in
hospitals. I was raised by doctors, nurses and caregivers. I
guess it is only natural that I would wind up working in healthcare at
some point.
My time in high school was uneventful at best. I
had a small group of friends, only one of which I still talk to on a
regular basis. After high school I spent some time traveling and
trying to find myself.
A series of progressively nonproductive jobs
eventually brought me to work at a good paying however rather uninspiring job at polyester factory in
North Carolina
. I worked there for nearly ten years. It was on a sunny day
in September, 1988 when I was riding my Harley back from the
Harley-Davidson dealership in
Statesville,
NC
that my life was changed forever, again.
I was doing the speed limit and enjoying a
beautiful fall day when a lady in a beat up old car pulled out of a side
road onto the highway. She didn't see me or my bike. I was
sixteen feet from the intersection when I hit her nearly head on.
My body flew into the air and across the road. I landed just six
inches from the edge of the opposite side of the road. I saw the
semi truck whiz by me just as I hit the ground. I never lost
consciousness.
I
should have died right then and there, but I didn't. I should have
broken my spine or had a sever head injury but I didn't. I did
wind up in hospital with a lot of broken bones and torn mussels. I
spent the next six months in the hospital recovering. A lot of
people thought I should have died in that accident, and I am sure some
thought I would have been better off if I did die. I survived and
went on to do some pretty great things, and I hope I have a lot of great
things left to do. I don't feel like I have nine lives but I do
feel that I am still here for a reason. I am still working out all
the details of what those reason are, but then aren't we all.
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Changing my direction
In a split second I went from having the world
by the horns to having the world come crashing down on top of me.
It was a real eye opener. I thought growing up with a disability
was the worst thing that was ever going to happen to me. I was
wrong!
After I recovered enough to go home I had some hard
decisions to make. What was I going to do to earn a living for the
rest of my life, and how was I going to do it?
I was lucky in
the fact that I had pretty good insurance at my factory job. It allowed me to at least keep my head out of water and not lose my
house. This was great since the lady that hit me did not have any
insurance at all.
I started back to school at the local community
college. I didn't know what I wanted to do, or what would even be
possible. I just knew I had to get started on something. I
had a real lucky break with the local NC Vocational Rehabilitation Services office.
There was a counselor there that believed in me enough to
help me change my life.
The counselor suggested I try to get into a new
program they were starting that could give me a new career in
Information Technology. It was called "CPT" (Computer
Programmer Training).
The program was sponsored by IBM, Local businesses,
and Goodwill Industries. The program was specifically designed for
people just like me that had been victims of tragic life changing events
and could not go back to the jobs they had before they were injured.
The counselor told me that if I got accepted into
the program and graduated. I could learn to be a computer
programmer. That sounded impossible to me at the time.
The counselor thought I should try so I did.
I continued taking classes at my local community college to prepare myself for
college. I had been out of school a long time so I had a lot
of catching up to do. I tested, interviewed, and was
accepted into the "CPT" program about eight months later.
I had never seen a personal computer up close and now I was going to
Computer Programming Training. I was a little scared that it might
not work out well for me to say the least.
Going to CPT
CPT was a grueling program with a high
dropout/failure rate. Only about one third of the people that
started the program graduated. The program was only a year long,
just twelve months counting the internship. That sounds easy but
trust me, the school was rough.
We went to class eight hours a day, five days a
week. They gave us so much home work that I spent an average of
five hours a night working just on homework.
There was a test every Friday that was
accumulative. If you did not pass the test with eighty percent or
better, you went on academic probation. Probation meant you had
extra assignments to prove you learned what you missed on the test that
got you on probation in the first place.
You had three weeks to pull yourself out of
probation or get dropped from the program. It was brutal.
If you went on probation three times, you were automatically dropped from
the program. I went on probation one time, which was enough for
me. I have never had it so hard to this day.
I watched a lot of people get dropped from the
program. I was scared to death the entire year. I graduated
in 1991 and was asked to be the class speaker at graduation. It
was one of the proudest moments of my life.
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Getting a job, keeping a Job
After graduating
from CPT, I was offered a full time job with
Gold
Bond
Building
products. I did my internship there. It was a great job as
an entry level programmer/analyst. I did not take the job because
of the commute. It took me nearly three hours to get there from
where I lived and I could not afford to move at the time.
I did however get a
job with American Express Health Care. This eventually through a
series of buyouts and mergers turned into the job I have now at McKesson. I
have been with them for about fifteen years as of January 2008.
I worked for about
three years and left to work in a grocery store IT department. It
was a better commute to work but not a better job. I only stayed a
year.
After the grocery
store I went to work at a hospital IT department as a interface manager. That was a good job but I
decided I like working for a hospital vendor better.
I went back to
work for McKesson-HBOC which is now McKesson. When I went back
they gave me partial credit for some of the three years that I had
worked for them previously. That worked out great for me because
after working for just six months, I got three weeks vacation.
It has always been
my thought that I was pretty lucky to have a job. So I was always willing
to work a little harder than most of the people around me. This tuned out
to be a good policy. I was able to keep my job when many others
were laid off. I plan to keep that same attitude as long as I
continue to work no matter what the job.
Going Back to school
In 2002 I decided to go back to school to get a
degree. I went to ITT Technical Institute because they had a local
campus that was close enough that I could go to classes and still keep my
job. I had tried to go back to school several times before, but was
not successful because I could never manage to attend classes on a
regular basis due to my job. The school was good. I think you got out of it what you
put into it. I put a lot of work into my education so it worked
out great for me.
I graduated with an A.S. in Information Technology
in 2002. I stayed in school for the next two years and graduated
with a B.S. in Information Systems Security.
Working
full time and going to school full time was really hard. I never
missed a day of class or a day of work the entire four years. I
was asked to be the student speaker at both of my ITT Tech graduations.
I graduated with highest honors with both degrees. I was also
inducted into the National Technical Honor Society for my grades and
leadership.
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